me hut journal july - 2002  


7.31 damn, month is almost over. Itıs amazing to see all of these programs on the educational channels which attempt to reproduce the Œsecrets of the ancientsı--how this or that was huge statue was erected, how this monolith was transported, numerous programs on how the pyramids could have been built. Of course part of it is just curiosity but another part seems to be an active debunking of occult claims. There is a fascination and repugnance at the same time there -- which I suppose is often the mood linkage between the two. Went out dancing after the opening on my birthday. Couldnıt sleep all night. The performance piece for the opening was a nice little present though. Iım about to borrow some credit card money. Itıs the only option open to me at the moment.