from "We Artists"
by Fredrich Nietzsche
----from all sides there is howling, threatening, crying,
and screaming at me, while in the lowest depths
the old earth shaker sings his aria [beware, Ariane
is not far away] hollow like a roaring bull; he
beats such an earth shaker's measure thereto,
that even the hearts of these weathered rock--monsters
tremble at the sound. Then, suddenly, as if born out of
nothingness, there appears before the portal of this
hellish labyrinth, only a few fathoms distant,--a great
sailing ship gliding silently along like a ghost.
Oh, this ghostly beauty! With what
enchantment it seizes me! What? Has all
the repose and silence in the world embarked here?
Does my happiness itself sit in this quiet place,
my happier ego, my second immortalized self?
Still not dead, but also no longer living?
As a ghost--like, calm, gazing, gliding, sweeping
neutral being? Similar to the ship, which,
with its white sails, like an immense butterfly,
passes over the dark sea! Yes! Passing over
existence! That is it! That would be it!--It seems
that the noise here has made me a visionary?
All great noise causes one to place happiness
in the calm and in the distance. When a man is in the midst
of his hubbub, in the midst of the breakers of
his plots and plans, he there sees perhaps calm,
enchanting beings glide past him, for whose happiness and
retirement he longs---they are women. He almost
thinks that there with the women dwells his better self;
that in these calm places even the loudest breakers
become still as death and life itself a dream of life.