Alan Sondheim
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TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE ON THE MOO
#-1 does not exist.
Everyone died but no one got assassinated...
You see Darkness before the dawn., Tuneless in Gaza, DINGIR SAL LU, and
@rename Alan here.
@audit Alan
Objects owned by Alan (from #0 to #15755):
8K #14773 Alan [#-1 does not exist.]
933b #3915 #-1 does not exist.
675b #9370 Darkness before the dawn. [#-1 does not exist.]
672b #10896 Tuneless in Gaza [#-1 does not exist.]
606b #1847 DINGIR SAL LU [#-1 does not exist.]
625b #2476 @rename Alan [#-1 does not exist.]
-- 6 objects. Total bytes: 11,957.---------------------------------------
@recycle #3915
#-1 does not exist. (#3915) is slated for recycling in 5 minutes.
@recycle #9370
Darkness before the dawn. (#9370) is slated for recycling in 5 minutes.
@recycle #10896
Tuneless in Gaza (#10896) is slated for recycling in 5 minutes.
@recycle #1847
DINGIR SAL LU (#1847) is slated for recycling in 5 minutes.
@recycle #2476
@rename Alan (#2476) is slated for recycling in 5 minutes.
You say, "Ah well, time for death."
Alan laughs!
@recycle #14773
I'll bet that you don't *really* want to commit suicide, do you? If so,
then get a wizard to kill you or program it yourself; there will be no
state-sanctioned self-destruction on *this* MOO...
cry
Alan is crying!
weep
You want me to WHAT? (type `help' for help)
WEEP
I don't get it. (type `help' for help)
kill
Alan is in a very violent mood!
kill Alan
Alan is plotting to kill Alan.
@dig Death-Machine
Death-Machine (#11930) created.
@describe #11930 as @recycle Alan
Description set.
@go #11930
Death-Machine
@recycle Alan
You digitize yourself for reconstruction elsewhere.
@sethome
Death-Machine is your new home.
@rename me to Clara
Name of #14773 changed to "Clara", with aliases {"Clara"}.
#-1 does not exist. (#3915) recycled.
Darkness before the dawn. (#9370) recycled.
Tuneless in Gaza (#10896) recycled.
DINGIR SAL LU (#1847) recycled.
@rename Alan (#2476) recycled.
@rename Death-Machine to Vulva
Name of #11930 changed to "Vulva", with aliases {"Vulva"}.
[Clara is in Vulva, described as "@recycle Alan."]
@quit
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First and Last Writing
First and last _writings_ ordains Being with matrix,
Beings with the task of everyday duration. To endure.
First and last _writing_ recuperates the scribbled maternal
In order that a furrow is produced without a hole
Through which writing falls. Last is that _wryting_
In which the hole is in a body, Being sloughs from language,
Beings are forms of invitation.*
Someone would invite Beings to a party, and they have holes.
They wryte and rub themselves raw through pants and dresses
And even coats. There is something funny about noises while
Organs secrete. But that an explanation, in Uruk they'd get
Down dirty drunk too, impress night truths into day lies
Into clay. Well, that's my take on it. But I think of that
Everyday duration and how we're at the end of writing "now."
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*home:
look here
vULvA
bOXEd in MY sPAcE yM gRrRL Ym LV
look me
cLaRA
PrTecTeD AgainST AnY & aLL DeVASTATion
She is awake and looks alert.
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Death
To pass this on, to pass on, from someone on PMC2, to kill oneself, anni-
hilate one's character permanently, type: eval @recycler:_recycle(player)
and this is what occurs: one's character is recycled, one's objects are
suddenly transformed to the recycler, and the MOO signs you out immedi-
ately. Thus I have eliminated Alan / Clara / #14773 on PMC2, killed off
any remnants of Quota Review Board participation, and hopefully have
avoided further recriminations, neuroses, paranoias, psychoses, failure of
heart and nerve, untoward aggressions, and proliferations of whining, all
accompanied by subtle software changes in an already overwhelmed database.
Which is not to say I will not return as another, the farthest possible
from myself, residue perhaps of a future anterior, or where I would like
to _occur_ in any future exchange, ornamental or not. As for the rest of
you, I would suggest eval @recycler:_recycle(player) without a moment's
hesitation before the darkness descends once again on lands textual, with-
out recourse to absolution, bishops or their mitres, or the Hurrian god
of weather for that matter, Teshub, and his consort, Hebab.
The weather is hurricane, tornado, blizzard, tsunami, monsoon, earthquake,
flood, and the weather is pestilence. MOOs seduce the contaminated. To
annihilate oneself, perhaps to return, perhaps not, is a boon. Seduce me.
eval.
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What happens when I killed myself on the MOO and where I went
@examine #14773
Recyclable #14773 (#14773) is owned by Hacker (#38).
Aliases: garbage
Garbage object #14773.
@go Vulva
vULvA
bOXEd in MY sPAcE yM gRrRL Ym LV
@examine here
vULvA (#11930) is owned by Recyclable #14773 (#14773).
Aliases: vULvA
bOXEd in MY sPAcE yM gRrRL Ym LV
Contents:
Tiffany (#43687)
home
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(forwarded from "Sandra")
Politics
Your bad politics are because your not me
and you dont know dont you me
but if you burn that child again
Ill kill you and your bad politics
wont mean shit around here
Your bad politics you quitter walking out like that
because Sandra had no idea like I told you
MOO going down in flames MOO going down in flames
kind of like heating up the mother board
like I told you
Your bad politics you worms get you money
bring you wrap you like those hungered snakes
theyve got wrapped around that doctor symbol
like old Hypocrites says
jerk up the flames jerk up the frames
you can't SEE what the fuss is about
anyway
Your bad politics you neurotic you excuses
like you want out theres words for it like kill
or just take the exit bye-bye at-ways will show you
things you never knew existed
when your not so full of RAM
Your bad politics keep spouting to me
and anyone that READS nothing is real so
go down on me baby
but phone-babys all the lines there is
here-baby I pass it to you pass it to you
at-forward at-delete or something or other
yours a gone world baby gone
like you keep spouting like that
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